My first blog!!

Well here goes... I'm not sure who'd actually read this, but we'll see.

So far this is the 2nd best year of my life. The first being Oct. 2008 when my son was born. Right now he is 3 months old and he is wonderful. I love him more than my life. I now understand how parens feel about their kids. It is a total cliche but it's true. I can't imagine my life without him. I have more love for that little boy than I ever thought I'd ever have!

This little guy is my little miracle. I never thought I'd get pregnant. At 19 I was diagnosis with Endometriosis and had a tumor removed from my ovary. I'd been told that I would have problems getting pregnant and actually had a 20% chance of getting pregnant. Since I heard that news SO young my natural defense mechanism was to tell myself that I didn't want kids. My husband did however. But it was easier to tell myself I didn't want kids than to try and be devestated.

So we lived very selfish life for a long time. We came and went as we pleased. We were lucky and never worried about money so we basically bought whatever we wanted. We were able to travel all the way to Australia! We had a great life, but I never new something was missing until I got pregnant.

We weren't trying at all! Our son was a complete surprise. I had run out of BC pills and I wasn't going to the Dr for 3 weeks. This wasn't the first time I have run out of BC and I wasn't the best at taking the pills in the first place so I wasn't worried! Boy was I wrong!!

My pregnancy was tough but feeling him move was a daily blessing. Now I'm a stay-at-home mom and I LOVE it!!